help! i need somebody!

can someone tell my why my pictures get cut off like this? its not cool! help me, please!

time to buckle it up

my last updates may have seemed a bit depressive, but im actually very happy. so anyway, who doesent wanna live in a castle like this?

Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no

i took the liberty to steal some lines of this poem i found:
Our Deepest Fear
By Marianne Williamson

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, As children do.
We were born to make manifest


And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.

im not really that into poetry, but this spoke a little to me, so.

blue monday

this is one of those mornings when i wish i was a coffee-drinker. but im not. so i just poured a lot of sugar in my tea instead. i was hoping to get some sleep on the bus this morning, but a guy from nambia or something sat next to me, and he was really in the chatting mood. got about 5 hours of sleep tonight, and ca 4 the night before that. didnt eat breakfast before the childrens lunchtime. ive done that a couple of times lately. i used to be such a good girl, i ate my big, healthy breakfast everyday, took my vitamins and got early to bed. but as everything changed so suddenly, i had to adapt. i dont really have a place to stay untill monday, so im sleeping at friends and family. but im really looking forward to moving into my new apartment. it will be so good. itl be the first time i live all by myself, ive always lived with friends, boyfriends. but now im all alone, and i can do whatever. like cook in the middle of the night, and play old music really loud, and leave my dirty chlotes on the bathroomfloor as long as i want. wow,thats sooo crazy. eh..

thank you, carma! i just found a big bag of pot on my way home.

and now, wow. its kanye west " golddigger" ha ha this is SO funny. and old looptroop, and ane brun & madrugada. its bringing back so many memories. and oo pink floyd: we dont need no education. too bad for me, cause i am a teacher. au. and im downloading almost famous, wich was like the bible for me and my friens a couple of years back when hangin at blitz and sleeping in green parks and smoked pot and had a great carefree time. in the good old days. wow, now i sounded like im really old, but im just turning 20 in two weeks.. anyway, im so looking forward to see it again, for like the 25 time or something.

me and my bobby mcgee

i just put on " sussis super-mix" and i was certian that there would be alot of crap. but, it was amazing! all the musikk i'd forgot. like the dandy warhols, the "the beach" soundtrack, janis joplin, and thats all ive heard so far. im amazed.

sometimes its like you have those few moments of clearity and the world seems as open as your heart and mind, and everything seems possible, while a big wave of inspiration is flushing inn over you. when you feel like you can, and you will, do everything in your power to make the world a better place for not only yourself, but for everyone else. its like you are doing a change in the world, its like you shift the energies in this neverending universe for the better. its the moment you start beliving in angels and karma. its like theres hope, and love, and forgivness. its like youre free. its the second you realize that the one you will spend your life with is yourself, and you feel like theres so much freedom in life that you can fulfill all your dreams. and its like a thousand stones fall of your sholders and your feet feels light as feathers. and you can stair into the mirror and see yourself from a different place and for a second you know everything.

It's official

i found the kinda crush, and now its a real crush. he is perfect. just realized i have a hickey. how retro.

i heart Lily

lily allen. the mix of princess and gold is amazing. and her face is pretty damn cute!

pic: selfportrait, ca 2004

now i have a kinda crush, but all i know is the name of his older brother.... eeh.. so soon youll see me wonderring the streets of Oslo while scouting for him. AND i have a new apartment, all by myself!its so much nicer than the last one.. yey!

when in rome...

im out of words! attended a halloweenparty, wich is totally lame in my country. well well, you just have to put yourself out there!
you might come to get a crown for it!
and a squeeze..

aaaaand a happy face=)

im a chaingang baby, waisting my time with first feeling blue, then feeling fine

from allposters.com
ive been really busy, so much school, and mending a broken heart. its not high school anymoore, so i have to study quite hard. well well, kate is lovely as always.